Vox Hunt: *Smooch*

I talked to Scott tonight---Things are great between us again. We kept having argumentative discussions recently and just being worried if the relationship is going where we want it, worried about things between us because of how differently our lives have drifted. I think we were both worried that we have both changed a lot and have gone through different things and then won't be able to get back to where we were with our differences. Tonight, we just had a really goofy conversation about everything in our relationship from our favorite movies, to our best times we had together, to our favorite places to be, to our silly sex stories (with each other of course). It was great. We talked over our issues in the beginning of the conversation, but i really think it was due to just not talking to each other as often and feeling like we could never get back to that point where it was US. We're strong people and we have such a great relationship. I knew we'd bounce back. I have so much faith in my relationship with him, that it almost scares me haha. Contradiction? Yes. It scares me that i invest myself this much into someone because of the potential of being hurt. At the same time i know it's all worth it because we learn things about each other through these fights and disagreements and i grow to appreciate the relationship i'm in even more. I'm glad i could put a smile on his face again--it worried me when i felt like i wasn't able to these past few days.

I love him so much and i'm really excited to see him! I'm nervous too but really really really excited at the same time. This is going to be the greatest summer i will ever have for the longest time. He's such a great guy. And he makes me happy. And i'm glad we can both realize our faults and improvements and strengths. It makes me so happy.